Oct. 5th, 2015

stupidhonor: (lack of heart)
(In case I forget, also to avoid spam.)

"First of all, be kind..."

"The fathers of mine always said to me. But I could not. When our village was destroyed, them and everyone gone... I knew I needed more. I must become strong."

"It refused to come, I worked so hard... but it refused! Then I met the Champion. Ynya... there was but the two of us at first, then there was Kimhone. Both of you were kind and so strong. Power came to you efforlessly. I was..."

"I was envious. You must have noticed, I am certain! You treated me fairly, as a friend, and I looked at you with envy. No, not just that."

"I... loved you. When we... no, when you were victorious, the saviors of Ankaia, I was willing to spend my life with you! Kimhone, Ynya, it did not matter who chose me, I would be happy!"

"But you chose each other..."

"I ran away. It was selfish of me, but I could not take it. I was bitter, I made mistakes. Mistakes that, in the end, took me to Earth. Earth, where I met people I did not even suspect would exist."

"They think little of honor as Ankaia sees it, but they are... kind, and strong, and protect each other. To look down on them is arrogance. They accepted me..."

"And again I paid back by envying them. Their power and ability. I know how much they had to endure, to suffer to reach their strength, and sometimes - because of it. I know, and yet this is how I feel!"

"This is the truth. You wanted to hear it, and so it is here! My struggles. My failures. My honest, yet horrible feelings!"

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